[For once, Johanna isn't trying to snipe. She's legitimately curious. How can you go through your young life ready to kill and be killed? How are you not afraid? She was terrified, but when she figured out the strategy, she stuck to it until it worked. She willed it to work.]
You had to do it. Fair enough.
[Johanna gives her a sarcastic half-smile.]
I wasn't even scared. [Another death on the screen. Today's red.] I did what I had to.
[Bone and muscle and gut and brain and god knows what else she revealed to the world about people she didn't even really know sometimes she just hit and hit and chopped and chopped until they stopped moving. Sometimes it felt good, too. Sometimes she felt powerful and triumphant and it was a rush, to kill or be killed. They're all the same at the end of the day.]
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Date: 2014-12-08 06:59 am (UTC)You had to do it. Fair enough.
[Johanna gives her a sarcastic half-smile.]
I wasn't even scared. [Another death on the screen. Today's red.] I did what I had to.
[Bone and muscle and gut and brain and god knows what else she revealed to the world about people she didn't even really know sometimes she just hit and hit and chopped and chopped until they stopped moving. Sometimes it felt good, too. Sometimes she felt powerful and triumphant and it was a rush, to kill or be killed. They're all the same at the end of the day.]